School in the Past
Caleena Lallang Sakai discusses going to school in the Long Lellang dialect of Kelabit. She describes walking from Long Lellang to Bario in order to go to school and discusses her memories of the first time she went to town in Marudi. The recording was made in Bario on 10th February 2019.
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I want to talk about how I came to school before
in the beginning, we lived in Long Lellang
a village that was very far away
there there wasn't a school up to primary six
so we were forced to come to Bario here
from primary one to primary four
we went to school in Long Lellang
after primary four we had to move here
I think we were just 10 then
we walked
the first time we came
that was the only time that our parents or fathers or one of the elders accompanied us
accompanied us
but we children carried our own stuff
if I think about it
we really suffered going to school
we walked
from Long Lellang we went to Long Labid
we slept in the forest for that one
to get to Long Labid
we had to cross two big rivers
Long Lellang river, Tutoh river, Labid river
so that's three
sometimes, if the river was high
we had to go across
there were some boys who were tall
they carried our bags on their heads as they crossed the river
us children who were smaller, the girls
we couldn't really swim well
they would tie something like rottan
from a tree on one side to the other
holding onto the vine
we went across the river
it was very high you know
from there we would walk again
we went to Long A'ar as they call it
that's also in the forest, where we sleep
there were also some temporary huts there
there are also people or visitors using this path
from there we went to a longhouse
they called it Pa Tik
that's one of the closest village to us
from Pa Tik we go to Kuba'an village
from Kuba'an we slept in the forest again
they call that spot Long Semirang
there's another big river near Kuba'an
we have to cross that as well
from there we have to climb up the Pengepawan ridge
and when we come down again
then we have arrived at school
that's what we did
that's how difficult it was for us to go to school
we lived and slept at the school
we only went home once in a year
at first for me
I used to cry often
I felt sad thinking of my parents
we longed to go home
but we couldn't go home
it was very far
two years we stayed here
and after primary six here
we moved to Marudi
the first time I went to Marudi
was the first time I was in a town
it was so different to me
I hadn't seen or heard cars before
I'd just seen pictures
I didn't really know what a car looked like
in school
I got there
and I was so shocked to see them
I was scared to get in a car
when we first went
we didn't have any shoes
we got there
and walked on the cement road
it was so hot
but our headmaster was very kind
where was he from?
from England I think
he was the one who took us to buy flip flops
if we walked, we walked in one line
and then he said
"don't walk in a line, walk two by two," he said
we were scared
scared by all the passing cars, the motorbikes
we were scared
but after a while...
that's why I say our life has really changed
if I look at things today
if was our fathers who were the first generation
and we are the second
our children are the third
if I look at it
life has really improved for us Kelabit
and it's changed really quickly
if you think about my grandparents in the past
Tepu' Mured and others
they were the first
they weren't Christian then
after that came my father and his generation
they were the ones who became Christians
we are the children of my father
he immediately sent us to school
and as for our children
they are everywhere now
one of mine is in Australia
there's one in Kuwait
and there's one in Kuala Lumpur, working there
so that's why I say
so that's why I say our life has changed and improved so quickly
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