School in the Past
Caleena Lallang Sakai discusses going to school in the Long Lellang dialect of Kelabit. She describes walking from Long Lellang to Bario in order to go to school and discusses her memories of the first time she went to town in Marudi. The recording was made in Bario on 10th February 2019.
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uih la' mala kapeh ayu' keduih nemarih sekolah malem neh
I want to talk about how I came to school before
pu'un-pu'un malem, memang kamih mudeng bawang Long Lellang
in the beginning, we lived in Long Lellang
edteh bawang nuk pelaba mado
a village that was very far away
ngi nangey na'am inan sekolah medting kelas enem
there there wasn't a school up to primary six
adi' neh kamih paksa marih ngi Bario nih
so we were forced to come to Bario here
let kelas satu medting kelas epat
from primary one to primary four
kamih sekolah ngi bawang Long Lellang neh
we went to school in Long Lellang
pengeh kelas epat neh mesti teh kamih bubuh marih tungey
after primary four we had to move here
uih ngelinuh pulu' laak tupu teh umur kamih nih
I think we were just 10 then
kamih nalan
we walked
pu'un-pu'un kamih la' marih
the first time we came
kayu' ineh tupu teh lun uwan kamih, tetameh, edteh lun merar lah marih mated kamih
that was the only time that our parents or fathers or one of the elders accompanied us
mated kamih
accompanied us
tapi kamih anak sendiri mabeh dikamih barang sendiri lah
but we children carried our own stuff
tak narih ngelinuh
if I think about it
pelaba meto' dereh narih nekap sekolah
we really suffered going to school
nalan kamih
we walked
let Long Lellang kamih mey Long Labid
from Long Lellang we went to Long Labid
rudap neh kamih lem pulung ineh neh
we slept in the forest for that one
medting Long Labid
to get to Long Labid
neh dueh ebpa' merar tu'en kamih guta
we had to cross two big rivers
Pa' Long Lellang, Pa' Tutoh, Pa' Labid
Long Lellang river, Tutoh river, Labid river
teluh, teluh nih
so that's three
temidteh ih, tak beto' ebpa' nih rayeh
sometimes, if the river was high
mesti ayu' teh kamih mey
we had to go across
inan anak dela'ih nuk doo' merar ih keyh
there were some boys who were tall
ideh muit babeh luun uluh dedih guta ebpa' neh
they carried our bags on their heads as they crossed the river
kamih anak-adi' nuk madi', dedtur ih
us children who were smaller, the girls
am men kamih kereb lemangui, kail tu'uh lemangui
we couldn't really swim well
tu'en deh naru' neh, ngabet neh kayu' wey
they would tie something like rottan
let edteh kayuh iring ebpa' tengeb sinih mey pedingi
from a tree on one side to the other
perepimet ngen ena', neh neh kamih... war....
holding onto the vine
neh neh kamih mey guta ebpa' neh
we went across the river
rayeh men to' ineh keyh
it was very high you know
let ineh neh kamih nalan neh kamih beruh let ineh
from there we would walk again
mey neh kamih Long A'ar kedeh ngen sineh
we went to Long A'ar as they call it
lem pulung tineh beruh inan kamih rudap
that's also in the forest, where we sleep
inan meto' daan da'at-da'at tu'en deh lah lem ineh neh
there were also some temporary huts there
pekatu men lemulun sakai nalan maya' dalan sineh
there are also people or visitors using this path
let ngineh neh kamih mey ngi edteh ruma'
from there we went to a longhouse
Pa Tik kedeh ngineh
they called it Pa Tik
neh edteh bawang nuk leng muneng ngen kamih
that's one of the closest village to us
let Pa Tik kamih mey bawang Kuba'an
from Pa Tik we go to Kuba'an village
let Kuba'an kamih, rudap teh kamih lem pulung beruh
from Kuba'an we slept in the forest again
Long Semirang kedeh ngen ridtu' ineh
they call that spot Long Semirang
edteh teh ebpa' Kuba'an neh, rayeh
there's another big river near Kuba'an
tu'en kamih guta beruhman
we have to cross that as well
let ngineh neh kamih temuked Pengepawan
from there we have to climb up the Pengepawan ridge
remuru neh kamih
and when we come down again
dih teh kamih medting ngi sekolah
then we have arrived at school
kinayu' kamih
that's what we did
ken mikat kamih nemarih sekolah malem
that's how difficult it was for us to go to school
mudeng, rudap lem ngi ruma' sekolah neh kamih
we lived and slept at the school
edteh ruka tupu teh kamih muli' lem edteh laak
we only went home once in a year
pu'un-pu'un keduih malem
at first for me
murih nangey teh narih
I used to cry often
da'at iat narih ngelinuh lun uwan narih lah
I felt sad thinking of my parents
la' muli' neh kamih
we longed to go home
am men teh kamih kereb muli'
but we couldn't go home
mado men to' men
it was very far
dueh laak kamih tudo nginih
two years we stayed here
pengeh kamih kelas enem nginih
and after primary six here
dih teh kamih bubuh mey ngi Marudi neh
we moved to Marudi
pu'un-pu'un narih mey ngi Marudi
the first time I went to Marudi
neh neh narih mey lem bandar keyh
was the first time I was in a town
eyh pelaba beken keli' narih
it was so different to me
na'am teh kamih ni'er... ninger kerita teh narih
I hadn't seen or heard cars before
ni'er gaber tupu
I'd just seen pictures
na'am narih keli' kapeh ayu' pudut kerita
I didn't really know what a car looked like
iih lem sekolah lah iih
in school
medting narih ngi nangey
I got there
gagap teh narih ni'er nuk ineh
and I was so shocked to see them
ta'ut teh narih maya' dih
I was scared to get in a car
pu'un-pu'un kamih mey
when we first went
na'am ena' kamih, na'am teh kasut kamih
we didn't have any shoes
eyh medting nangey
we got there
nalan luun batuh cemen ih
and walked on the cement road
eyh lau'
it was so hot
doo' meto' guru' rayeh kamih
but our headmaster was very kind
lun enun ieh?
where was he from?
orang putih lah, let England
from England I think
ieh neh mey mated kamih mey belih selipar ngen kamih
he was the one who took us to buy flip flops
tak kamih nalan, patur teh kamih
if we walked, we walked in one line
neh ieh mala
and then he said
"na'am narih patur, tedueh-tedueh narih keyh," keneh
"don't walk in a line, walk two by two," he said
ta'ut men narih kan
we were scared
ta'ut neni'er kerita laba, motorsikal
scared by all the passing cars, the motorbikes
ta'ut kamih
we were scared
tapi neh iuk-iuk...
but after a while...
adi' neh narih mala nepekaa' ulun kamih
that's why I say our life has really changed
tak uih ni'er kayu' kinih
if I look at things today
mungkin kayu' tama' dedih malem the first generation
if was our fathers who were the first generation
kamih nih nomor dueh teh kamih
and we are the second
anak kamih neh suk keteluh
our children are the third
tak narih ni'er
if I look at it
piuk ulun lem ulun kamih lun Kelabit lah
life has really improved for us Kelabit
pelaba saget dih pekaa' lah
and it's changed really quickly
ley' ko ngelinuh kayu' ngen tetepuh kudih ngilad
if you think about my grandparents in the past
Tepu' Mured dedih malem
Tepu' Mured and others
ideh neh pu'un-pu'un
they were the first
am teh kedideh anak Kristen
they weren't Christian then
pengeh neh, dih Tama' dedih
after that came my father and his generation
ineh tideh masuk lem era Kristen
they were the ones who became Christians
anak tama' nih neh kekamih=
we are the children of my father
kesu neh kamih nih senaru' neh mey sekolah
he immediately sent us to school
nih neh dikamih anak nih
and as for our children
ngapeh neto' na'am inan deh
they are everywhere now
edteh teh nuk duih ngi Australia
one of mine is in Australia
edteh teh duih ngi Kuwait
there's one in Kuwait
edteh teh duih ngi Kuala Lumpur, kerja ieh nangey
and there's one in Kuala Lumpur, working there
kadi' nuih mala
so that's why I say
saget iuk pekaa' kamih lun Kelabit nih lah
so that's why I say our life has changed and improved so quickly
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